Wait...I said, underneath my breath as she turned away from me. Never did I see the look in her eye because her back was turned to me. Maybe if I had seen a tear drop in her eyes I would have stopped I swear I would; but I kept pushing her to love me but I didn't know that I was only pushing her away from me. Maybe if I hadn't chased her to the door, then maybe she would have come back for more. All that I can say is if only, maybe if I quit saying maybe all the time then you'd be back and you'd be mine. Now I'm lost. I've been down this path before, but it hasn't been a while. I sit here and just think, about my life and how I never seem to win. Constantly not smiling because of a stupid girl, who I only want because she doesn't want me. Isn't it funny how life always works out, works out when you'd least expect it to. Did you know I hate your honesty. Did you know I hate the games you play. Maybe if I sit here for a while, then maybe I'd have you in my arms agian, then you'd be back and we'd be more than friends